iNinja6

The past few weeks have been quite literally an emotional roller coaster. I am impressed I have been able to function in class. First, the person I live with has been pretty bitter towards me...for no real reason that I can think of. It makes me feel unwanted and like a burden at the only place I have to call home. *sigh* As if my whole family falling apart wasn't a hard enough pill to swallow...this is just on the surface really, and I'm stuck between trying to be positive, and putting on my big-girl pants and facing life, but at the same time, doing it alone and feeling the empty words of your family members hurts. I also have been struggl

Rocks in a Jar ~A Philosophy professor one day he picked up a large empty jar and proceeded to fill it with small rocks. He then asked his students if the jar was full? They unanimously agreed that the jar was full. So professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks. He then asked his students again if the jar was full. Again, they unanimously agreed that the jar was full. Then the professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. "Now," the professor said, "I wan

It's a merry-go-round life...yeah. You sit ornately, looking pretty and doing what your supposed to in hopes of getting to where you want to be, anxiously awaiting your stop, but the ride just keeps going. Then, colors start to blend and blur, and the music turns to the sound of a wallowing music box, and the only thing you want to do is cover your ears, and close your eyes. It doesn't stop. In a circle you go round and round, the same ups, the same downs, and the same damn music fills your ears, as the visions of your world seem to be taken over by some mind-numbing amusement park ride...with all of the clowns, sights and smells, your plant